My Experience with Enlightenment

By Pauline H

I happily and gratefully turned 50 years young last year.  For many years I didn’t even believe I deserved to be here.  I struggled and perservered through the darkness to find that we all are love and light, nothing less.  Since my enlightenment experience I have personally experienced a profound life-changing miracle, I love myself and I have an amazing connection to Spirit and what I know for sure is we all matter, everything happens for a reason, we all have a profound reason for being here and there is always hope!

 

Enlightenment March/2007

 

I wake up  it’s 5:30am – I sense beauty all around me, inside of me, outside of me, in every particle in the air – in the whole world.  I cannot feel my body because peace is everywhere – God is everywhere – I am in awe at the calmness of life inside myself.  I envision the whole world as love – every blade of grass, every leaf on the tree, every ounce of water in the creeks, ponds, lakes and the ocean – time & love are endless like the ocean – love is in every piece of material matter – in every sleeping soul. 

Love is in the sky, in the dirt, in the warm sun and in every single star shining on each soul.  Love is in every cell of my body – then I feel a bit of pain in my head and stomach because I did not eat well yesterday.  I realize my body is a holy sanctuary and I must take care of it better – it carries my mind and my spirit.  My body is a spirit too – every cell – every nerve – every bone – every organ is love.  I am whole – mind – body – soul.  I realize what I eat nourishes my mind and soul.  I feel a peace and calmness – familiar feelings from before I was born – it is my birthright to feel this way all the time – it is natural. 

The world is small – there is no separateness – it is all one matter.  We forget to see God and love in the face of every soul we look at every day no matter what color or size.  We forget that we are all the same – we are all connected – we choose to live separate with barriers because we forget our birthright is unconditional love – we choose to live in fear.  If we love and bless our fears they will dissipate. 

The whole universe is calm – I can feel every breath I take and every heart beat – it is life – it is God – it is love.  My mind is clear and my only memory that ” matters ” is this moment.  I love everything and everyone because we are ALL God. 

I embrace this feeling with the knowing that this moment has changed my eternal life.  Life is ONLY about love.    My essence is filled with gratitude and I know I am holy blessed. 

I try to cry and I can’t – my suffering is over, I suffered because I had an illusion that I was separate from my God-Self.  I realize addictions are all fear based and an escape from our ” selves ” whether we are talking about food, alcohol, drugs, being abusive or an emotional addiction. 

When we have any form of addiction we are separated/disconnected from our God-Self.  To ” know ” there is no separation ” all addictions just dissipate.  Living strong is to face our own inner truths and our own inner truth is ” we are love and light ” and heaven and paradise are within.

 

In Love & Light,

Pauline